WELL TODAY WAS MY MONDAY MY WORK WEEK STARTED TODAY I REALLY DO NOT LIKE WED. IF YOU WORKED WHERE I WORKED YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND. SO LAST NIGHT I WAS TRYING TO SLEEP I MUST HAVE WOKEN UP 5 OR 6 TIMES I JUST COULDN'T SLEEP. WHEN MY ALARM CLOCK RANG THIS MORNING IT WAS ALL I COULD DO NOT TO CHUCK IT OUT THE WINDOW.
ANYWAYS I AM AT WORK AND I AM FALLING ASLEEP I CAN BARELY STAY AWAKE. FINALLY I DECIDED I AM GOING TO GO HOME EARLY, SO I GET HOME AND DECIDED TO LAY DOWN WRONG. I TURNED ON THE TV AND THE NOTEBOOK WAS ON. I JUST LOVE THAT MOVIE SO SO MUCH. I'M WATCHING IT AND CRYING LIKE A BIG BABY BECAUSE IT ALWAYS MAKES ME CRY.
I'M SITTING THERE THINKING TO MYSELF HOW WONDERFUL IT WOULD BE TO HAVE SOMEONE LOVE YOU THAT MUCH. TO LAUGH WITH YOU AND CRY WITH FIGHT WITH YOU AND MAKE UP WITH . I LOVE MY SINGLE LIFE AND I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY, BUT SOMETIMES I MISS THE SMALL THINGS. SOMEONE TO LAUGH WITH AND SHARE MY DAY WITH SOMEONE TO COOK SUNDY BREAKFAST WITH. TAKING WALKS UNDER THE STARS AND CRULING UP ON THE COUCH WATCHING A MOVIE. I MISS DATE NIGHT AND BBQ TOGETHER LEAVING NOTES AND PLAYING FOOTIES UNDER THE TABLE.
I KNOW THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON AND I WOULD NEVER WANT TO BE WITH ONE OF MY EXES EVER AGAIN. ITS JUST SOMEDAYS MORE THAN OTHERS I GET REALLY LONELY. I KNOW THAT SOMEWHERE OUT THERE, THERE IS SOMEONE FOR ME. I GAVE UP TRYING AND I GUESS I AM LEAVING IT UP TO FATE. I'M REALLY NOT SURE WHERE I AM GOING WITH THIS, BUT LIKE I SAID I HAVE THE MONDAY BLUES.
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