Welcome To Sonic Can I Take Your Order?

Why is it that a drink from Sonic tastes so much better than any other place? Is it because of their ice is it the cups I am not sure but I love that place. I have been living off of Large Diet Dr Pepper w/ vanilla it is by far my favorite drink. I drove to Reno today just so I could get one. I may sound like a crazy person but there drinks taste so good I was craving one so bad today I could have killed for it that is bad. Yes my name is Brandi and I am totally addicted to caffeine. Well I finally got my Sonic fix and I felt so much better. Hey Sonic company I sure would love some coupons or something :0). Yours Truly a very loyal customer.

I HEART AZ

I Love Arizona I enjoyed my stay so much. I loved seeing old friends and all my loved ones. I forgot just how beautiful it is and with all the snow it sparkled and shined. I had one of the best Christmases ever not because of what I received , but because I got to be there and enjoy my nephew opening all is gifts he's four it was so cute. I got to meet my great niece she is a very happy and good baby. The minute I met her she threw up on me I didn't care at all though. I love my family and I have great friends. It was a trip to remember that I will always hold dear to my heart.

HO HO HO

Merry Christmas Have A Safe And Happy Holiday.

HIP HIP HORRAY!!!

The Christmas rush for me is over I finally get three days off and I get to go home for Christmas. I am soooooooooooooo excited to see all my loved ones. Only a few more days so I am no longer the Grinch I am just me again. Broke single white female no more rude people no more getting up at 4:30am yay I made it. I don't know how I made it but I did and I AM SO EXHAUSTED we all are. If you know were I work and you do in deed buy from them then you should just know how hard we work at getting your items to you. Anyways I am back I finally got my power cord so YAY YAY. Anyways hope everyone is doing well.

Well What Do You Think??

I dyed my hair brown today. What do you think? I really like it, it has not been brown in oh I would say 12 to 13 years crazy. I am glad I did it I was sick of looking at my white trash roots all grown out. I thought it was a good change for winter.

I Know I Have Been MIA

I broke the powercord for my laptop so my battery is dead man oh man it has sucked. So when I do finally get a new one then I will be able to blog again. Anyways hope everyone is having a great sunday.

Tag Your It!

8 Things I Am Passionate About...
1. Family
2. Friends
3. Blogging
4. Music
5. Movies
6. Love
7. Animals
8. Twilight

8 Words Or Phrases I Use Often....
1. I love you
2. I Miss You
3. Sookie Sookie
4. Well~ I say it a certain way though
5. Whatever
6. Amen Sista
7. Never Give Up
8. I am always here for you


8 Things I Want To Do Before I Die....
1. Find a man that loves me for me
2. Have babies
4. Make a difference in someones life
5. Build a House
6. Suba Dive and Swim with Dolphins
7. Learn another language
8. Buy a new car

8 Things I Have Learned From My Past...
1. Follow your heart its usually right
2. Were all human we all make mistakes
3. The Past is the past
4. Family will always be there
5. Life Happens
6. Smile its contagious
7. Just because it's bad today doesn't mean it will be tomorrow
8. Always tell the people you care about that you love them

8 Places I Would Love To Go Or See...
1. Hawaii
2. New York
3. Scotland
4. Ireland
5. Germany
6. New Zealand
7. Mass Boston
8. Figi

8 Things I Currently Need Or Want...
1. I-phone
2. Money Tree
3. A man
4. A baby
5. More family time
6. My own home
7. A new car
8. Endless supply of makeup & perfume


8 I Tag Whoever wants to do it go for it Go!

Check it Out!

You All need to go check out Britts blog. She is having awesome awesome giveaways. She is such a sweetheart. And its all super cute stuff. Go check it out peeps or you will be missing out! Love ya Britt!

Hilarious

I watched this movie this weekend. It is sooooooo funny I cracked up the whole time. Its about crazy families and how you still love them in the end because there your family. If you want to get into the Holiday spirit watch this film. It sure helped me out. I could not get over how bad Tim McGraw looked in this movie though, I barely recognized him. Oh well he's still HoT.

I Am Thankful

I hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving. I am thankful for my crazy lovely happy sad whirl wind life and for everyone that I get to share it with.

Yeah I know there is probably something wrong with me

I watched it again last night I love going to the theater later at night less crowded. Except the people at the theater made me very mad. So we got free tickets so yes folks I am going to watch it again on Sunday. It is so so good all my friends that had not read the book kept making fun of me about Twilight. Then they all saw the movie and they have seen it more times than me. Goes to show you don't judge a book by its cover. And I don't care if I am obsessed its been a long time since I have been so excited about something laugh if you want its OK I would :).

I know I am Obsessed!

I loved it, it was so good I was very impressed. It was such an awesome girls day a bunch of us got together to go watch. Then we had a very delicous lunch at Macaroni Grill fabulous. I just love girls day outs. I am going to watch it again next Sunday I already preordered it from Amazon.com. It follwed to the book quite well I can't wait till New Moon comes out yahoo! If you have not seen it yet and you have indeed read the Twilight series then you should by all means go see this MOVIE! Edward and Bella had great chemistry and it was amazing seeing the book come to life.

TWILIGHTS UPON US!

Tomorrow's the big day I can't wait I am so excited. Wont be watching till Sunday because of work, but hey I can wait till then. I really hope I am not disappointed. I'm Team Edward all the way!

Lets See

I'm hoping my new back ground will help put me in a better Christmas mood. The Holidays stress me out!!!!

There is something that I know a whole lot about that very thing would be called heart break. I once again have had my heart broken by someone I loved. I give my all 100% and I wear my heart on my sleeve. As my sister tells me I am too damn nice and let people walk all over me. I let someone in and it ends with my heart broken. I guess the single life is just my destiny. I'm not going to change who I am I think I am a good person I try to do right by people. I try to stay happy and upbeat and others like to drag you down. Oh well back to the ol drawing board I go.

I Know I shouldn't but I do

It's that time a year again the time when I want to be with my family more than anything. I love the look on peoples faces when they open the gift I have gave them I love buying or making gifts for my family and friends. I usually enjoy Christmas time so much. I love Christmas music I love the smell of Christmas trees. Yummy smells coming from the kitchen full of wholesome goodness spices and warmth. I love that its usually the one holiday I do get to home for. But this year I am a BIG FAT GRINCH! I should be enjoying the holiday spirit, but my job makes you feel a different way about CHRISTMAS. Were busy as all heck and it gets crazy insane and down right unbearable sometimes. I NEVER EVER GET to enjoy BLACK FRIDAY instead I fear it hate hate hate it and want nothing more than to stay in bed that day! The one thing that does make me happy is knowing that we get to help millions of people put smiles on their Children, Grandparents, mom's, dad's, sisters, brothers, aunts, friends, and such faces. Instead I count down the days until DEC. 26th when my life goes back to normal and I can finally breath again. I am trying to have a better additude this year, but its so not working. I guess I will just have to try again next year.

I Can't Wait I'm So Excited

I can't wait to go see this movie I am so so so excited....I am so in love with Edward he is one hot vampire!!....I am a huge dork I bought my Twilight t-shirt and everything. My friends and I are anticipating the arrival only 17 more days WHOOP WHOOP!!!

Tu Tu Tuesday....

1. Falling leaves and jack o lantern's

2. Carmel apples sweet and crunchy

3. Having a nice clean bathroom and nice clean sheets

4. Laughing with friends till I almost have an accident :)

5. The good Ol Internet its how I stay in touch a lot of the times

6. Going home to see my family for Christmas

7. Notes from my mom she still sends them to me with quirky gifts I love

8. Stories that my Grandpa tells me I love listening to them

9. Pajamas and slippers I have so many pj's I love being cozy

10. Knowing that I am a stronger better person than I was a year ago

"Don't ever be someone's slogan, 'cause you are poetry."

My beautiful friend.....I just enjoyed this

You made me laugh when I cried so hard
You gave me bracelets to cover my scars
You held me close when I was so cold
You offered a comforting hand to hold
You picked me up whenever I fell
You showed me heaven when I was blinded by hell
You answered my calls in the darkened night
You gave me the reasons to hold on and fight
You rescued me when I was drowning in pain
You placed me back on the right path again
You loved me forever and stayed by my side
You entered my heart as an angel to guide
You may not be with me so much anymore
But I know you will leave open a beckoning door
I miss you so much but I'll fight till the end
I love you so much my Bestest friend.

Forgetting Sarah Marshall

If you have ever been dumped or if you have ever been cheated on by someone that you thought really loved you, well then you can totally relate with this movie. I have experienced heartbreak just like many of you have.

Even if you have never been dumped or never been cheated on, but do enjoy a good laugh well then this movie is for you. I watched this movie tonight and man I was rolling it was very very funny I did enjoy and man o man did I relate and feel this guys pain.

YUM O!

This is now one of my favorite things I love how it warms my tummy and makes my coffee even more enjoyable. I am such a dork I am afraid that they may discontinue so I bought a ton when I went shopping. If you are in fact a coffee drinker you should give it a whirl!

P.S. I must be on a pumpkin kick my friend just brought me over a Pumpkin Pie Blizzard from DQ I most also say YUM O!!

I'm Liking it

1. The fact that I may just have the best friends a girl could ask for seriously I am loved.

2. Sunday its my favorite day of the week its relaxing and peaceful I love it.

3. My parents for teaching me the things only a parent can for loving one another so much and for giving me a stable loving relationship to look up to and want for myself one day.

4. A pot of homemade soup on chilly nights warms my heart and my tummy.

5. Music I am so thankful that I have music to listen to everyday it starts out my day great gets down to my soul and brings a smile to my face.

6. My hairdresser she works her magic on me every time it always turns out great and she is just an awesome woman.

7. My roommate he fixed my computer got rid of my virus and let me live in his home great guy.

8. My sister she is the best mom someone I can look up to she is a fabulous cook and she loves her family very much.

9. Pictures they really are worth a 1000 words

10. Knowing that Heavenly Father does have a plan for me and that sometimes I just have to be patient and wait because he really does want me to be happy.

Thanks Britt!

So Britt Tagged me YAY YAY! It only took me a few days to get it done, but here I go Thanks Britt your awesome!!





1. I love In & Out Burger lots and lots I think their yummy fries taste like potato chips. I eat there almost every time I go to Reno.







2. My favorite movie of all times is Brave heart I love it I cry my freak in eyes out every time I watch it, but it is such a good story and back in the day I loved Mel.







3. I could eat Sushi everyday of the week I love it so much my parents think I am nuts, but it is so so yummy and filling.





4. I have lived in 6 different houses since I have moved to Nevada I guess I am making up for never moving when I was younger.





5. I color coordinate my closet and I can never ever go to sleep if the kitchen is messy. OCD table for one please ha ha lol.





6. I have a tiny dimple inside of my left hand its my birth mark my sister shows it to everyone.





7. When I was 16 my brother passed away I wrote a poem about him and they published it in a poetry book my parents have the book at there house.










I tag



Mrs. Dickey

Mary

Val

Melissa

Mrs. Brown

April

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I am...

So I stole this from Britt I hope she doesn't mind, but I thought it would be fun.

1. I am so thankful for my great friends and my loving family everyday there is someone that reminds me how loved I am.

2. Fresh hot coffee in the morning its been really chilly lately and I love waking up to my pre made coffee Delicious.

3. The decrease in the gas prices can't wait to fill up my car on pay day I am so glad it is coming down.

4. Every morning that I wake up healthy and happy is always a great day for me.

5. The fact that I am still employed so many have lost their jobs and I may not always love mine, but at least I can still support myself.

6. Fresh homemade bread and yummy jelly warms my tummy and makes me think of home and its a great comfort food.

7. Being able to enjoy my friends cozy fire at her home she invites me in and shows me the same love that my family does I love her and care for her dearly.

8. A good book I enjoy reading so much and I enjoy reading it with a great cup of hot cocoa.

9. Not so cold days on my days off it was snowing but when my days off rolled around they were pretty nice days.

10. Homemade blankets from my sister and mom when I get lonely or homesick I curl up with one of the warm blankets and think of home.

Cracks Me Up

The New Season is already freakin awesome I love this show it kills me. There is never a dull moment on Wistera Lane if you are not a watcher believe me if you see it you will be. Its like a train wreck you just can't take your eyes off of it. Can't wait to see what happens tonight. Happy Sunday & Happy Columbus Day aswell to you all.

October Reminds Us!

One of my greatest friends just found out she has breast cancer. It was a huge shock to all of us I know she will be OK. She is a very strong woman and I love her dearly. It made me realize how I need to start taking better care of myself. I never ever go to the doctor so I need to start doing that. I avoid the doctor at all costs and I think well whatever I don't know wont kill me WRONG!

Since October is Breast Cancer awareness month I just thought I would do a post about it. If your doctor wont work with you or tells you your too young push back till you get what you want done. I am going to try my hardest to get physicals and to take better care of my body while I still can.

FOR FUN...

So I stole this from Addie thought it would be fun. If you think so too I hope you steel it from me...

1.Place I'd like to Visit- I have always wanted to go here maybe someday ~Aloha~

2.Favorite Place- Sometimes I really miss HOME

3. Past Pet- Oh my Bosco boy I miss you so much I loved this puppy boy!

4. My Age (WOW 26 I still can't believe it)

5. Maiden Name-

6. Bad Habit - What Can I say I LOVE IT!

7. Place I was born- The the Vally of the SUN

8. Favorite Color- I am a total Girl

9. Favorite animal

10. Favorite Food- YUMMY YUMMY

11. Favorite Object

12. My First Name

13. Best Friends Nick Name (Jordana Banana)

14. Town I live in

15. What I'm doing now (Loving this)

16. My College Degree (non existent)

17. My First Job(MISS DINAH'S PLACE)

I'm Totally Digging This!!

So I started watching this great show and I am loving it. My parents kept telling me to watch it, but I never did then I was so far behind I had no idea what was going on. I started watching it yesterday and I stayed up way to late I was in grossed in it I couldn't get enough. I am really glad I got to go home early from work because now I get to have a HEROES marathon yah yah!!

Out w/ the Old In With the New

I don't know if I am ready yet......What I have to Say Good bye to Summer UGHHHH! No I love summer so much I don't think it should be time yet I am not ready for clogs and sweaters scarfs and hats oh no oh no I still want my flip flops and Bermuda shorts whats a girl to do??

I do love how pretty it is when the seasons are changing the different colors the crispness in the air the smell of wood burning stoves I do enjoy that. I do not enjoy Jack Frost nipping at my nose though.... I am not a huge fan of snow anymore. Boy oh boy I did love it when I was a kid though. I guess if I must then goodbye SUMMER you will be truly missed I heart you ha ha.

Time for me to start digging in my closet pulling out my scarfs and sweaters jeans and boots. I guess this means I can get a new pair of UGGS that's a grand idea yay yay :0).

I do enjoy watching a few football games on Sunday I am I guess an Arizona fan I have to support my home state don't I, I do believe I should. Well I think I may look up some crock pot soup ideas and make some home made bread.

I Am A Total Blonde Sometimes.....

Sometimes I can be so re tarted....I am not very good at living in Nevada......I still think sometimes that I am in Arizona.....So the other night I got my car stuck in the sand.....I went to turn around and forgot that it is sand not dirt so I sunk.........I missed my friends turn and for some reason I thought oh its just dirt not sand no big deal......Yeah I was wrong then a cop came by and told me I was gonna need a tow truck.....Ugh he didn't even offer to help......Luckily my great guy friends stepped away from the fight they were watching to come help me out....Thanks guys for pulling me out and I know I owe you BIG!......So yeah I am a moron and I am just not great at living in this State of NEVADA........UGHHH!

W.H. Auden

"Among those whom I like or admire, I can find no common denominator, but among those whom I love, I can: all of them make me laugh."

Bean Dip

Today I made some really yummy bean Dip it turned out well. Just thought I would share.

SORRY BRITT DUH!!!

This is seven layer bean dip

2 cans frito spicy bean dip

1 & 1/2 cup sour cream

1/2 package taco seasoning

1 package sheredded cheese of your choice

I use sharp cheddar

green onions chopped

black olives

tomotoes

2 ripe avacados

Totostitos Scoopes are what I like to eat w/ them

Layer one place the bean dip on the bottom of the bowl

Layer two smash up the avacados I add a splash of lemon and some salt & pepper

Layer three mix the sour cream and taco seasoning together

Layer four tomoatoes

Layer five green onions

Layer six cheese

Layer seven place black olives and a dab of sour cream on top then granish with more green onions. I put it in the fridge for awhile then eat it hope you enjoy :)

Lucky Girl

I AM ONE LOVED GIRL SO MANY PEOPLE CAME TO HELP ME CELEBRATE MY B-DAY. THANK YOU ALL I HAD SUCH A GRAND TIME I WILL NEVER FORGET IT!!!. THANKS TO EVERYONE THAT LEFT ME B-DAY COMMENTS I LOVE YOU ALL. I AM JUST ONE LUCKY GIRL AND EVERYONE MADE ME FEEL SO SPECIAL.....

Sept. 5th 1982 @ 11:39pm

So I don't think I will have a chance to get online tomorrow so I am doing this post today.

Yay Yay today is my birthday 26 wow holy moly where did the time go I can't possible be 2 & 6! I look back on the years I have had and I just think I have had a lot of bad and great times in my life.





I have come to know myself so much better these past couple years and I have decided I like me.



I am thankful for all the things I have in my life. I have wonderful family and friends that love me more than anything. I may not know where I am headed right now, but I am enjoying the great ride that I am on.



I know eventually I will settle down and find what I am suppose to do, but till then I am going to laugh till I cry, dance till my feet hurt, Learn something new everyday, tell my family and friends how much I love them often, and enjoy this great life that I do have. So happy birthday to me today may I have 26 great more years!

Unknown

"Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend."

" Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here, we should Dance "

New Do...

My b-day is next week so I got my hair done today. I'm blonder than usually, but I'm digging it!

Lawana Blackwell

"The hatred you're carrying is a live coal in your heart - far more damaging to yourself than to them."

IDK Anymore....

I've found out this week that some people are not who you think they are. The ones you believe care for you hurt and lie to you. I have been very hurt this week by a friend. I am no longer friends with him. He did something to me that was so hurtful and I will never forget. I will eventually forgive I never hold grudges, but our friendship is over. I have been let down and hurt a lot lately I'm sick to death of it.

I have learned who my true friends are and I am so thankful for them. I will be OK, but right now I am very hurt and so disappointed. I need to start thinking about me and putting me first. I need to stop thinking about how I can please others and try to please myself. I am making a change and setting my standers higher. Wish me luck...

Henry Miller

"Develop interest in life as you see it; in people, things, literature, music - the world is so rich, simply throbbing with rich treasures, beautiful souls and interesting people. Forget yourself."

Gandhi...

"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong." Mahatma Gandhi

George Washington....

"Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation."

ME!

Five Things you Probably didn't know about me...

Uno. I was adopted when I was 6 months old by the greatest parents in the world I have 2 half sisters and one half brother. Also have a sister and brother from my mom and dad.

2. When I get super excited about something I totally get nauseated I can't help it I have always been that way.

Tr es. I wrote a poem after my brother passed away and it was published in a poetry book.


4. When I was a baby I was very sick when my parents got me, I only weighed 3lbs 5oz when I was born. I had a lot of heart problems and had a heart monitor I also had SIDS. The only thing that my dad could get me to eat was melted ice cream to this day I love my ice cream melted.


Cinco. I collect the pink Victoria Secret Dogs I just love them so much and I also collect cow kitchen stuff. I know I am a dork, but I love them both so much.


5 Fabulous things I love to SNACK on.

1. Chips & Salsa I love it yummy yummy

2. Cherry Coke Zero & Diet Dr Pepper

3. Sushi mm mm San Francisco,Reno Roll, Tiger, & Godzilla are some of my faves

4. 100 calorie Packs I love them

5. Peanut butter & honey sandwich's w/ a glass of cold milk :)

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!

To my Wonderful Mom & Dad YAY YAY 41 years and still going strong. They have taught me so much these 25 years & I could never ever ask for better parents. I love them so so much and I know that they are truly a blessing to have in my life. I know that they miss me dearly and I miss them, but they know that what I am doing is best for me now.

Thank you Dad for all the things that you have taught me that hard work is important and that you always treat people with respect even if they don't respect you back. Thank you for making me learn how to change a tire, oil, and how to check my gages before I could start driving. For teaching me to always be kind to animals because they alone become some of our best friends. Teaching me to ride a bike ride a horse and ride a quad. Being so Hard working and kind so that we could have so much more than you did growing up. Bailing me out of trouble and not giving me a lecture at the time just grateful I was OK. Putting up with my so over dramatic teenage tantrums. Teaching me how to cook and make the best biscuits & gravy ever. Calling me your Sugar Bear and when I got older and would be a brat telling me I was a Sugar Booger. I love you so much and I will always be your little girl that sits on your lap driving :0). Oh and thank you so much for driving me to Phoenix and spending 4 hours helping me pick the perfect prom dress never complaining as I went to store after store then sewing it when it came apart.


Mom Thank you so much for all the things that you have always done for me. Taking care of me while I was sick babying me even when I was older. Teaching me to garden and how to make flowers grow. Getting me out of trouble with dad when he was so so mad at me. I always hated disappointing you both and still can't stand it. Thank your for teaching me how to make the best rice crispies ever and for always letting me lick the spoon. Laying in bed with you in the mornings watching TV and talking I will never forget that. Putting up with my broken hearts and my teenage stubbornness. I am still as stubborn as ever. Teaching me to always be kind to others because you never know whats going on in there life so always be some ones friend and play with everyone. I love you both so much your Daughter Brandi

Yeah I Know Sometimes I'm Nuts...

I am totally enjoying doing the blog thing I am really glad that I decided to jump on the bus. It's kinda like therapy for me just costs a whole lot less which is a good thing since I'm a poor working class gal. So yes I have to admit it I am a Blog stalker. Don't get me wrong I am not a psycho path or anything like that. I just enjoy looking at everyone Else's blogs seeing what everyone is up to.

The chances that if I know you if I went to school with you or I meet you some where a long the lines of my life and you have a blog I have stalked it. I am beginning to see how creepy I am sounding I hope nobody Else feels that way. I just like to catch up with people I have not since or heard from in a very long time days, months, or even years. Blogging is just somewhere that I can vent and cool myself down it makes me feel so much better.

I am the type of person that keeps everything on the inside till I absolutely can't handle it anymore and it all comes pouring out. I know that it isn't healthy, but it is what I do 99.9 % of the time. I really really hate confrontation I can't stand fighting I would rather walk away then fight i t out. Even when I had a boyfriend I would just walk away if we were fighting then after we both cooled down then I would talk. When I do fight back I tend to say things that I could never take back that really really hurt I know words hurt worse sometimes. So that is why I try to avoid it at all costs. I am a pretty mellow person and it takes a lot to make me mad I think I get this from my dad he tends to be that way.

That is why I am very happy that I started to blog I don't know if a lot people read what I write that doesn't really matter to me the fact is that I feel better and to me that is totally worth it.

YAY!~OH...

This is bittersweet since Harry Potter & the Half Blooded Prince is not coming out until JULY 2009~Twilight gets to come out Thanks Giving weekend in its place. I am sad, but happy I love the Harry Potter movies and I am sad that we have to wait another year till it comes out :0(. I am excited though that Twilight is now coming out a couple weeks earlier. Yay Yay I know where I will be Thanks Giving Weekend. I have something to looked foward to next summer Harry Potter.....Well I'm off to DQ to get a Blizzard I haven't been there in forever and a day so I am looking foward to a cool treat :0).

MIDNIGHT SUN....

SO I WAS LOOKING AROUND ON THE STEPHANIE MEYERS WEBSITE, AND I RAN ACROSS MIDNIGHT SUN. I READ THE FIRST CHAPTER THAT SHE HAD POSTED AND I AM LOVING IT. I CAN'T WAIT TILL IT COMES IT, IT WILL BE GREAT AND PROBABLY PRETTY LONG SINCE EDWARD HAS A LOT TO SAY. MIDNIGHT SUN FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DO NOT KNOW IS THE BOOK TWILIGHT, BUT IT IS TOLD FROM EDWARDS POINT OF VIEW INSTEAD OF BELLA. I WILL BE SO EXCITED TO READ IT WHEN IT COMES OUT. GOING TO BUY THE THIRD BOOK ECLIPSE TODAY CAN'T WAIT I DID LOVE NEW MOON AS MUCH AS TWILIGHT. HOPE EVERYONE IS HAVING A GREAT WEEK I AM SOAKING UP THE SUN SHINE.....

MONDAY BLUES....

WELL TODAY WAS MY MONDAY MY WORK WEEK STARTED TODAY I REALLY DO NOT LIKE WED. IF YOU WORKED WHERE I WORKED YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND. SO LAST NIGHT I WAS TRYING TO SLEEP I MUST HAVE WOKEN UP 5 OR 6 TIMES I JUST COULDN'T SLEEP. WHEN MY ALARM CLOCK RANG THIS MORNING IT WAS ALL I COULD DO NOT TO CHUCK IT OUT THE WINDOW.

ANYWAYS I AM AT WORK AND I AM FALLING ASLEEP I CAN BARELY STAY AWAKE. FINALLY I DECIDED I AM GOING TO GO HOME EARLY, SO I GET HOME AND DECIDED TO LAY DOWN WRONG. I TURNED ON THE TV AND THE NOTEBOOK WAS ON. I JUST LOVE THAT MOVIE SO SO MUCH. I'M WATCHING IT AND CRYING LIKE A BIG BABY BECAUSE IT ALWAYS MAKES ME CRY.

I'M SITTING THERE THINKING TO MYSELF HOW WONDERFUL IT WOULD BE TO HAVE SOMEONE LOVE YOU THAT MUCH. TO LAUGH WITH YOU AND CRY WITH FIGHT WITH YOU AND MAKE UP WITH . I LOVE MY SINGLE LIFE AND I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY, BUT SOMETIMES I MISS THE SMALL THINGS. SOMEONE TO LAUGH WITH AND SHARE MY DAY WITH SOMEONE TO COOK SUNDY BREAKFAST WITH. TAKING WALKS UNDER THE STARS AND CRULING UP ON THE COUCH WATCHING A MOVIE. I MISS DATE NIGHT AND BBQ TOGETHER LEAVING NOTES AND PLAYING FOOTIES UNDER THE TABLE.

I KNOW THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON AND I WOULD NEVER WANT TO BE WITH ONE OF MY EXES EVER AGAIN. ITS JUST SOMEDAYS MORE THAN OTHERS I GET REALLY LONELY. I KNOW THAT SOMEWHERE OUT THERE, THERE IS SOMEONE FOR ME. I GAVE UP TRYING AND I GUESS I AM LEAVING IT UP TO FATE. I'M REALLY NOT SURE WHERE I AM GOING WITH THIS, BUT LIKE I SAID I HAVE THE MONDAY BLUES.

HAIR DAYS

A couple people have asked to see how long my hair is so here is a picture. Its kinda hard to take a picture of the back of yourself so I did my best. I just am not ready to part with my hair yet I am sure I will when I have kids.

After high school I went to get my hair done one day on my lunch break at Miss Dinah's and I decided to cut it all off. My mom and dad both were so upset at me and my mom cried and cried. So It took me a long long time to get it this long again so I just can't cut it yet.