Ramblings

Well I have been in touch with a few old friends lately and it has been great catching up. Sometimes it makes me actually miss high school seeing everyone everyday was nice. Back then my biggest worry was what outfit I was going to wear the next day and hope I passed the test I had in Math. It was so simple then the puppy love years. When a guy kissed you once and that was your boyfriend. I wasn't that popular in high school I don't think. It really didn't matter to me though I had great friends and tried to be nice to everyone. It is something I would never want to live threw again but it was filled with experiences that I have learned from. I don't really know where I am going with this I am am just like I said rambling. I just miss the simpler days sometimes.

Moving Again

Well I am once again moving into a new place. I am sad to go but it has to be done. I am so lazy today and still quite mad but I did manage to get some more packing done. I didn't even realize how many shoes I had until today man I have enough flip flops and tennis shoes to last a life time. I was going to go to the tanning bed but it closes soon and I just can't even manage to get up and go. I love Sundays it is by far my favorite day of the week. It is just a day of rest and use to be my favorite bbq day. The 4th of July is coming up and I love that holiday its always such a blast. Usually I have to work on Fridays and the 4th is on a Friday but I don't think I will have to work. I was so mad this morning I really wanted to sleep in and of course I woke up at 6:45am that is just insane. I finally drifted back to sleep but now I am just plain lazy girl. I was going to get up a little bit early and get some stuff done but that didn't work out. It is a beautiful day here today just a bit windy. Sometimes I wish summer would last forever I love it so much. I always seem to be in a better mood in the summertime. I got to catch up with a couple old friends this week and that was really fun. Well I better get going and start doing something.

One Pissed Off Lady!

Tonight is one of the those nights when I am just so angry that I can't even sit still. The more I think about the angrier I get I can't even stand it. I have been so let down by one of my friends and I am so sick to death of it. If you make plans with someone you should have the descent's to at least call them and say something has come up. Don't leave them looking like a fool because they actually thought that you would show up. I can't stand that pick up the damn phone be a man and say hey I don't want to hang with you because something else came up. Fine I would still be a little ticked but I would not be so mad that steam is coming out of my nose and ears. I think myself to be a pretty good person I have a pretty good personality and most of the time I am pretty happy. I like when people are honest don't beat around the bush don't let me down easy just spit it out dammit. I really don't think after this that me and this person can be friends still. This is not the first time they have done this so obviously my friendship really doesn't mean that much to them. I will not except their lame excuse this time I am to forgiving of a person and I am too nice. My family always tells me I am way to nice and that is why people are able to walk all over me. I am not proud of that I just hate confrontation so I try to avoid it at all costs. I am also that kind of girl that can't stand it when someone is mad at me. I am a total people pleas er I think I get that from my mom and dad because that is how they are. Well I am feeling a little bit better but not much. I really hate going to bed mad to makes me sleep horrible. And since I am mad right now I can't really sleep anyways I guess I will maybe try to take some benadryl since my allergies are acting up. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day since my weekend hasn't started out so great. Till next time kids signing off for now.

Jumping on the blogging bus!

So I decided to jump on board the blogging bus. I think maybe if I have a place to vent I wont be so angry anymore. No I am not married and no I have no kids. This blog is just about me and what is going on in my life. So I have become hooked on the food network once again I just love that channel. The preparing of the food mixing the ingredients and having this wonderful outcome. I just love cooking and I especially love to cook for other people it gives me a great satisfaction. I decided I need to start going to the tanning beds again usually around this time of year I have a nice brown tan not this year I am pretty white. I just love tanning beds the yummy smells of the coconut, and the great feeling of just laying there relaxing pure excellence if you ask me. I am so glad that summer is finally here its by far my favorite season flip flops and Bermuda shorts could you ask for anything more? I am trying my hardest not to complain about the heat because I can't stand it when it is cold. So I guess that is enough for now I will check back in later.